HaloNemesis

I've been thinking about closing up shop here on dA for a little bit now, and, while I'm too indecisive at the moment to really DO anything, I think it would probably be for the best. I don't draw much anymore. And while I've been attributing that to clinical depression, maybe that's a part of me that's been trying to die for a while. Maybe not-I really don't know. Either way, I'll try to come to some sort of decision about what to do soon so as to not stay in this weird sort of limbo. And now I have to go, because my cat requires my aid.

Geez, the last time I wrote a journal was in August. I think that's a record for me. Anyway, just writing to document current happenings and such. I'll warn you now, none of this crap is even vaguely interesting. I am more boring than usual at the moment. I think I am quite literally slowly boring myself to death. Oh, also, my cat is currently on my lap squirming around and licking my fingers, so please forgive me any misspellings. Alright, here we go: ~I'm prepping for my first ever round of collegiate final exams. ~I'm really, really burned out on school and don't want to wait one second longer for Christmas break, although I definitel

Just writing because I noticed I hadn't in a while. As of  2 days ago I started college, so that's...big. I guess. I'm living at home and attending community college, so it isn't as big a change as moving out of state or into a dorm or anything, but it's definitely different. I'm historically pretty bad with transitions, so I'm hoping high school to college will go smoothly and break the curse. Not much else is new. I hadn't really admitted it to myself until a couple of days ago, but I'm depressed again. I don't know what to think about that. I'm just sad. I wish there didn't have to be more to it than that. I hope everyone else is doing g